Ferne McCann has broken her silence for the first time since she a voice-note of her allegedly calling her former friend Sam Faiers a "fat c***" was leaked.
Taking to Instagram, the former TOWIE star, 32, shared snaps of her time on Celebrity SAS: Who Dares Wins, while writing about how the show has helped her revaluate her life.
Her caption read: "What a journey. Taking part in @sas_whodareswins was one of the most humbling and toughest things I’ve ever done. I can honestly say it’s changed my life.
"The whole experience makes you look at every single part of yourself – your strengths, your weaknesses, your deepest fears.
"It taught me resilience, self acceptance and that every moment is an opportunity for change. It’s given me the confidence to finally confront difficulties in my life, deal with them and move forward.
"I went in to the series to prove to myself I can be strong and I wanted to make Sunday proud. It was a major shock to the system! Every day I cried for Sunday, every day I wanted to leave, my body ached and I missed home so much. But I had my personal reasons why I needed to stick it out."
She continued: "Yes I completed it and I passed but If SAS taught me anything, it taught me to take things step by step, push a little harder to the next morning, get through just to one more task. Moments will floor you, you will mess up but you’ve got to find that resilience & grit to pick yourself up and go again.
"Just when you think you’ve got it all figured out life will always throw something else up, and as the DS say, it’s about how you deal with it."
In the snaps Ferne can be seen alongside actress Maisie Smith, Calum Best and AJ Pritchard.
It was previously reported that the star allegedly contacted the police after an anonymous Instagram page leaked the voice-note about Sam.
The voice-note said: "Sam Faiers is a fat c***. Her thighs are so big and I looked really skinny today and… yeah."
In another voice-note, Ferne can allegedly be heard saying: “That’s the sort of girl that she is. She’s just a narcissistic b***h. She honestly won’t care.
“It’s an exact copy. It’s just so s**t on people that have worked hard to just – because she has a big following. It’s just ridiculous. It’s out of order."
Ferne was also allegedly heard saying that she didn't understand why Sam's sister Billie Shepherd gave her son the same name as Ferne's ex Arthur Collins.
While Sam and her sister Billie have been tight-lipped about the voice note, their mother Suzie Wells opened up about the situation in September.
Taking to Instagram, she said: "Ferne has always been a very close family friend to all of us for over the past 20 years. It appears this voice note was sent just weeks after Samantha gave birth back in May.
"Since this voice note has surfaced more have been sent – very upsetting nasty things. We are as shocked as you are! Nobody should ever speak about their friends like this ever!"
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