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Former adult star Lana Rhoades has revealed that she was forced to confront her fear of being alone while she went through her pregnancy.
Lana gave birth to her son Milo in January this year, and the model has opted against naming the child’s dad in public.
The former porn performer has spoken candidly about her struggles within the adult industry in the past and on recent episodes of her 3 Girls 1 Kitchen podcast.
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And, after revealing that she was forced to give away her dogs when they fought viciously near her baby, Lana has admitted that she struggled with the process of preparing to be a single mum.
The admission came as the trio discussed attachment styles, when Lana revealed that she had been feeling less anxious and preoccupied recently.
“I think it’s shifted because my biggest fear was not having a lover, being unlovable, not having a boyfriend or being abandoned,” she said.
“I used to always try to control everything; the environment, my partner so I wouldn’t be abandoned.
“Then I essentially had to go through my biggest fear, which was 10 months completely alone with the pregnancy, not even anyone to flirt with, I felt completely undesirable, it was a horrible time in my life.”
However, Lana suggested that she had come through her pregnancy a stronger person, and now felt more in control of her own romantic feelings.
“It’s almost freeing because I used to worry so much about losing people, it would take up so much time in my day,” she added.
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Turning to her co-host and close pal Olivia Davis, Lana referenced the time she had been dating Logan Paul’s sidekick Mike Majalk as an example of highlighting her insecurities.
She said: “You remember when I was dating Mike I was so occupied every day when you’d come over? I’d be like, ‘Olivia, I don’t know what to do, he liked this girl’s picture, do you think he’s going to cheat on me?’
“Now my new mindset is if I have a partner, I’m going to let them do whatever they want, I’m not worried about that stuff any more.”
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